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[13 Sep 2003|10:34pm] |
I'm not using this journal anymnore- just keeping it for memories. So If you want to keep up to date please do add my new journal- so I can keep in touch with you lot too!
![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) psychedelichand
Here's a quick short cut for you! :)
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take care
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[04 Sep 2003|07:40am] |
Have a boring and mundane update in my new journal psychedelichand
peace, love and empathy
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[01 Sep 2003|10:02pm] |
I left here for Cornwall on Thursday morning with my parents and sister for my cousins wedding. On thursday we had a lovely dinner with my aunt and her man. On Friday my Cousins (fathers side) of the family had a big dinner, and on Saturday we had the wedding, reception and then a boat trip in the evening. Sunday being my birthday we came home. I got lots of lovely gifts from my parents, sister and grandad, not to mention my aunt and uncle who gave me a very generous cheque. I was given numerous books Herman Hesse, Aldous Huxley, Aristotle, Patrick White and more! Also some CD's and art! All lovely! And my sisters gift was a ticket to Eddie Izzards gig in December! :)
We went to see the Rolling Stoned at the theatre in Windsor in the evening which was great fun! A real laugh!
Today Fi and I went to Reading and spent a bit of money. I bought some new pens from Muji, a lovely velour jacket from Hennes, a great picture of Bob Dylan and a Cream CD. Also pick and mix- obviously ;) i now feel sick! lol :)
Fi bought 'High Society' in the sale so we're just on a break from watching that! I also caught up with an ex boyfriend and old friend and hope to see him soon!
I have a stupid eye appointment tomorrow! Ugh! I will try and get to the gym, maybe do some yoga and try to purchase a yoga mat!
Love peace and harmony. I hope yesterday was a good day for all of you! :)
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also- please don't forget to add my new journal to your friends list if you want to keep track! psychedelichand x
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[27 Aug 2003|11:56am] |
Just another reminder to y'all to add my new user name to your friends lists or you'll miss out on all the free porn ;) lol
psychedelichand
*hugs*
Oooh- btw, does anyone know the song by Bob Dylan that goes
'well they'll stone you when your trying to get home.... etc
everybody must get stoned'
if you know the one i mean... do you know what it's called?
cheers
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[24 Aug 2003|11:32pm] |
hey peeps- my new journal is up and running so if you wanna keep updated on my (very interesting) life... :) my username is psychedelichand I'm not sure what i'm doing, at the moment i'm using both... we'll see how it goes i guess
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[23 Aug 2003|10:20pm] |
This is particularly for weatherwax, zaiden, hypnox & nymphette
I just wandered what your thoughts were on these pitures technically (and in terms of vanity) to be used in a portfolio? any thought apreciated! :)
I've also started up a new journal psychedelichand... not sure what I'm doing with it... Just getting sick of this user name- no longer means anything to me... after so many years :) but i've added everyone on my friends list! x
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[21 Aug 2003|03:12pm] |
Thoughts- There is a lot of love around us and more than anything, inside us. All we have to do is let it out. Love is more than an emotion it's a light inside us that shines through us and throughout the world connecting us all. We are all linked to one another. There is a part of me in everything else in the world and parts of everything else in the world in me- i believe this.
Pains- When I stay in the moment I realise my soul is happy, content, balanced, neutral at times. It is the mind that we pay too much attention to and forget to listen to ourselves. There is more to us than just our mind, we just have to pay attention and acknowledge this. But the pains of past and future must too be recognised. I feel pain still for the loss of my boyfriend. Loss of all the happy times that still may have been had although i know inside that it was time for us to go our separate ways.
Fear- our fears control a lot of our lives- acknowledge these fears and release them.
And just to swing back in to things here are some pics of some pieces i've done since i've got back and some shots of me with my funky head band and flesh tunnel! :p
( +3 )
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[18 Aug 2003|01:52pm] |
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So I'm back in the uk. Dan and I split up. He is still in Thailand. But I am home and trying to fit back in to my life and tailor my old life to fit me as i am now. back and well :)
I've also got a new background image- just a quick mockup.
xxx
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[01 Aug 2003|05:32pm] |
another scrapheap for you. I am once again in Bangkok! Ughhhhh! Am leaving in about 20 minutes so i thought i'd just cram in an update. I got a night bus from Ko Pha Ngan last night... did i sleep? no. A stupid guy sat next to me even though there were plenty of seats available and then sat cross legged and took up about half of my seat! :( so i did not get a wink in! :(
Anyhoo managed to waste the whole day in Khoa San road! God knows how! Had a gorgeous fresh sushi lunch! :) and ran in to lots of people i know. Some peeps i met on the boat crossing who were fab! And one italian guy from the bus. Who I spent a large portion of the day with. Anyhoo I get another night bus tonight to Chiang Mai and then a free room on the other end of it which is coolio. Only for a few hours but i would like to try and get some kip!
Then I have to go up to meet Dan at the meditation retreat on the 3rd! Can't believe we are flying back on the 14th! Seems like the tmie has flewn by! I've barely had time to myself! I've spent money today too which i could shoot myself for! lol Bought this funky drama mask ring and a Queen CD- I'm such a goon! ah well... phew. I'm so tired! Can't believe i've not slept all day. Should have got that italian guys email! doh. Also decided to get my hair cut today and get another whole in my ear... but i didn't... we're safe. Damn close though- if i'd found a piercer that looked half sanitary! lol
okay creeps
take care o' yourselves for me
xxxxx
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[24 Jul 2003|11:42am] |
Hey all. Danm i wish I updated more. I wet up to chiang mai for 10 days and then did a ten day meditation retreat. Amazing. So hard, so rewarding. I felt beautiful when i came out. But being there was so difficult. I was doing a lot of meditation, a lot of thinking. Anyhoo. When i was there a lot of things came out of me and i have to deal with a lot of stuff that arose. emotional baggage i thought I'd checked out you know? So my boyfriend decided he wanted to stay there for 26 days and i... wanted to go. Luckily i met this beautiful artist while i was there and with her i headed down south. I'm on Ko Phan Ngan, staying on a beautiful beah called Hut Yuan. Gorgeous white sands :) MMmmmm.... anyway she left today to go back home to Canada after 4 months of travel around SE asia. So I'm alone for a bit! :(
Hope you are all well
kisses and kuddles
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[26 Jun 2003|09:12pm] |
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Hey peeps and creeps! I'm not in a net cafe in Lopburi... we're just here for the day after getting pissed last night!This place is famous for the reckless monkeys that roam the streets! Slightly inhibiting... but i can handle myself (ahem)
Anyhoo we're getting a night train to chang mai tonight (up north) shoppnig is a definate plan and then we're going on the beatnik a bit... doing some more trecking and stuff like that!
My sister has bought me tickets to see EDDIE IZZARD in december!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hope you are all suitabley jealous!
Take care of yourselves!
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[17 Jun 2003|10:32am] |
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Heyho!!!!
We are in Thailand! We are safe! No one is dead (yet)! We arrived yesterday and caught a bus from the airport into town. Then after walking faaaaaar too long (about 5 minutes) we caught a Tuktuk (little cabby thing) to an area with accomadation. Found a little place to stop for a drink, and then realiised it was actually rather spiffy and decided to stay here. Got a room. Then we walked off in to town. After a little walk we met a lovely man who decided we were going on an adventure. There was a temple that was only open for one day yesterday (some special day apparantly) so he called us over a tuktuk and tought us to barter saying "pie pied" too much! We went off to the temple-beautiful and a man chatted to us and told us buddah would bring us luck when we return home to do our exams! haha!
Then we went on to a clothes boutique. The place where thai clothes originaate from and owns all the materials for the country as far as we understood... went in and it was posh and snooty and you obviously didn't go there if you weren't spending extraneous amounts of money.... we left!
Then on to the standing Buddah! I wish we'd been prepared! We will be going back! Basically a giant, standing gold plated buddah! Beautiful! We sat for a moment and left. We asked the driver to take us back home for a little extra... but he took us to some place that wasn't where we thought we wanted to be... Then it started to rain! Gah! So we grabbed a coffee (i think the most expensive venture of the day! lol) and when the rain had stopped got our bearings and found our way home! Fab! Grabbed a nice dinner and conked out in our pre-air conditioned room! hurrah!
Take care of yourselves! Hope you're all well!
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[10 Jun 2003|06:24pm] |
Today Is Tuesday. I leave for Thailand on Saturday! :D
*does a little dance*
I'm nearly there. Need to pick up money from bank, and my Visa on thursday, pack, tidy my room and then shaboom other side of the world! :D
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[13 May 2003|11:16pm] |
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My goodness! I am missing my computer soooooo much!!! Basically- it died!!! The hard drive is completely wiped.... a virus, which sucks! It must have come in through e-mail cause i've got a virus detector and a firewall! Damn! Lost everything and the last time i backed up was in October! So upset! How can people be malicious like that... oh well- it's done! My life's been madness!
What have I been up to? I had the Cannabis march/festival! Was very good! Lots of love, and generally stoned people.. got kind of angry that the pigs weren't even trying to enjoy themselves... but i guess it's not a fun job to watch a bunch of stoners walk around.... if you're wearing all your uniform shit...
Dan and I celebrated our year anniversary on 11th. He took me to the Criterion Theatre in Oxford Circus to see the Reduced Shakespeare company- very funny!
Been working lots. Have auditions tomorrow and thursday and then I'm seeing We will Rock you on Thursday night.. which will be amazing!!!
What's new??? Hmmph... last day of work is 1st June... yippee! Trying to sort out all my travel plans now! :o/ Had two injections today- Hepititus B and Raibies..... (sp!!) arms hurt like buggars... and i've got like 5 more to have still... plus meds for travelling to sort... and insurance, then the jabs will set me back over 100 squid! Madness! Also caught up with my best chum Mike! :) Great to see him- love him to pieces and errr... my other best mate Hannah has Chicken pox... so everyone send her bags of love and snow!
Missing you all!!!!
Send my comp get well notes! I hate this damn lap top! :p
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[27 Apr 2003|07:48pm] |
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Damn! House hunting is hell! I've been looking for accomodation in Essex/Loughton area for an hour! Anyone have any experience? Anyone offer a hand??? HEEEELP!!! :(
I've got one housemate cert, and one poss... could make up numbers... this is hell! Agh!
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[26 Apr 2003|10:54pm] |
Life is a beautiful gift. I wish people would remember that more often. It's not a test, or a quiz. Life is a gift. The ability to observe, learn, search, explore, develop. A gift. Watch a film called Harold and Maude Beautiful.....
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[21 Apr 2003|06:17pm] |
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Since the sun shone today I decided to take some pictures out in the garden.
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[15 Apr 2003|10:03pm] |
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I persuaded my sister to join us last night. So I came home from work and we headed in to Maidenhead around 8pm! Met peeps who had been at whetherspoons since 6:30! The buggers! Got lotsa shots, and icky cheap tequila in me... and we eventually headed off to the fez in reading! Got more drunk, danced etc etc etc. Ended up having an emotional at the end of the night and went home by myself! :( Got in around 3:30am.... ate, slept.. got up drunk went to work feeling and looking like shit warmed up! :p
Then a photographer at work was doing some pics of us "working" and later asked me if i'd do some modelling for this exhibition he's doing! £50 an hour! :O
details to follow... *so tired*
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[10 Apr 2003|11:57am] |
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Recieved my rejection from RADA this morning. I knew what It was I could feel the bad karma... lol... Still a shame though. Really enjoyed the audition. Next year It is I guess!
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